| You are beautiful, but this moment is mine... |
[12 Sep 2003|10:53pm] |
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Sarah Bettens - "All of this Past" |
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Not how I intended to spend my evening. I worked over 4 hours fixing the FAQ at sweetrevelation. I am exhausted. I feel like I could work my ass of on that site, and there is still a bajillion and one things to do.
Talked to CJ today, and he bought me the out of print Incubus CD "When Incubus Attacks" from ebay and I am ECSTATIC. I have been looking for that for the past 2 years. Yeah so he completed my life. He's also getting me the APC interview CD. Of course I'm reinversing him for all of this.. you could have figured that out though.
Will is home for the weekend YAAAAAAAAAY. Jen is in Europe BOOOOOOOO.
And Luna, I'll make an exception for you about downloading. Just this once... though the thought still makes me cringe... if you get money, buy the album.
Someone tell me they love me. I really need it.
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| When I close my eyes, I can see for miles... |
[10 Sep 2003|07:49pm] |
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Incubus - "Under My Umbrella" |
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I haven't been this happy in a while.
Listening to incubus will do that to me. I have many happy memories while listening to Incubus.. they are my 'winter' band. They remind me of the gorgeous winter, because when I'm locked inside, thats when I listen to them the most.
I'm just waiting for winter to come back again. I hate this stupid in between shit.
I'm probably just so vengeant due to being sick. I can hardly breathe out of my nose. How plesant.
To do list:
Go through SR section by section, fix errors, put sections back up.
Add lyrics section to the site - get staff members in on it.
Finish TFL work.
Make banner for Digger's new tour.
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| Don't want your dreams you try to sell... |
[01 Sep 2003|03:54pm] |
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Nine Inch Nails - "Suck" |
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I need to write. I haven't written in a while, and I'm bursting with thought.
First, God NIN is refreshing. Haven't listened to them since.. last night. Haha.
Sigh. So Christian is on SR now, which is helpful. I'm sure it'll be nice to have him around. Right now I really miss my Juliet so much.
I remember her telling me I'm one of the best friends she ever had; and at that moment I wondered if she was one of mine, too. It proved to be true. She sent me this beautiful painting that meant so much to her. She wrote a letter with it. It closed in saying "This painting means a lot to me, but you mean more" and the letter it self was extremely touching. She has been there for me through everything. Her and Kristy are just, THE bomb diggity. I love those chicks so much. <3 3Libras. You girls are my future. I'm moving to Chicago w/ Juliet and then Kristy is coming too, from there we're going James Iha hunting, and then off to LA for careers & hanging out with Maynard.
Christian will be too busy touring to come along. But I'm still going to be his #1 roadie/groupie.
A lot of things are starting to happen for me. I just had a fan club made for me from some members @ evboard because they are supposedly in LOVE with my singing, Juliet gives me more recognition for just about everything I do everyday, more members are joining the SR forums, I'm getting the APC promo from a client.
Things aren't as bad for me as I sometimes think.
I'm listening to my cover of Winter by Tori Amos right now, and I realize I'm a pretty good vocalist, and I'm proud of that. I want to get somewhere with that though in my life. I know I can, and I know I will, its a matter of how I get started & being in high school just doesn't help. Frusterating, but soothing all at once.
Hmm, apprently my cover of Winter isn't getting good ratings. I feel hurt, but I shouldn't. If I want to be a musician, I've gotta get used to it. I'ma do another song soon anyway.
I think I kinda upset Christian. I pointed a few things out to him about SR works. I really just didn't want him to get off on the wrong foot about how everything goes on, or with anyone; and some of the things he said could have been taken offensively. I hope he's not upset with me.
EH I have 38 pages to read & comment on for Accl. World History. At least I like the teacher. I hate school though. Suprise suprise.
I hate how my life goes up and down. I'd be just great if it were just level. Not even necessarily on the happier end. Just level, it'd be so much easier to deal with...
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| ATTN CHRISTIAN |
[31 Aug 2003|10:57pm] |
CHRISTIAN -
For now, I used parts of your LJ code to fix James Iha looking fucked up. Now our layouts match, only mine has James Iha, and yours has boobs.
I'll talk to you about it sometime tomorrow - hopefully you can help me with it. Livejournal codes piss me the hell off.
Anyway, welcome to the staff too. You rock, and its a blessing to have you help. You can now view the staff forum, I set it up for ya.
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| Ahem. |
[29 Aug 2003|04:19pm] |
Indi- email me.
therainbowzen@hotmail.com
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| Courses |
[22 Aug 2003|07:08pm] |
I've had a lot of people asking me what courses I'm taking this year & when I have them. So for those of you that go to my school - here ya go, they're in order of when I have them:
SEMESTER 1
Accounting 1 - Gomer
Accelerated US History - Swogger
Animal Veterinary Science - Sollenberger
Phys Ed 11 (days 1, 3) / Health 11 (days 2, 4) - Ebaugh
SEMESTER 2
Fiction / Poetry Writing - Turner (Mrs.)
Orchestra - Botterbusch
AP English 11 - Gregorio
German IV - Vanderboegh (Mr.)
Looks decent to me!
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[21 Aug 2003|10:10am] |
I saw Jas took these, so I took them too. How bout that shit!
I am 64% Emo
Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.
Take the Emo Test at fuali.com
I am 45% Goth
Goth ny night, normal by day. Deep in my heart I know I am evil, but not on the company's time. I do need to eat.
Take the Goth Test at fuali.com
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| Precious... |
[19 Aug 2003|07:00pm] |
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A Perfect Circle - "The Outsider" (kristy made me) |
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I jocked this from myRachel, who jocked it from her Brandy.
Fill this out and leave it as a comment (take out the blanks, and put in your answer in bold biznitches) :
I ____ Michelle.
Michelle is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Michelle, I would ____.
I think Michelle should ____.
Michelle needs ____.
Michelle will never ____.
I want to _____ Michelle.
Michelle can ____ my _____.
When I think about Michelle, I ____.
Someday Michelle will _____.
Michelle reminds me of _____.
Without Michelle, ____.
Memories of Michelle are ____.
Michelle can be ____.
____ is how I describe meeting Michelle.
The worst thing about Michelle is ____.
The best thing about Michelle is _____.
Michelle _____.
PS - I hate work. I truly do.
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| There is no future left at all... |
[17 Aug 2003|10:05pm] |
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Radiohead - "I Might Be Wrong" |
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Yeah, so right now I finally am online - haven't been on so much in the past 2 days or so.
Lets see, on Friday I worked, Saturday went to my grandmothers for lunch so she could say goodbye to my sister before we took her back to college, and then worked after that, today we took my sister to college!
This year wasn't as emotionally draining for me to take see her off to college. I guess I know she's coming back and all. I was a wreck for like 2 weeks last year with out her - and it seriously felt like she died. I'd just randomly start crying because I missed her so much. But now I'm cool with it - and I always go visit her 3 or 4 times during her school year.
I think i'ma try and visit one of our favoritest mod0rz ever, Katie since she lives in Philly and Beth's school is uber close to Philly. That'd rock hard core. HERE I COME KATIE!! ;)
Ugh. I've also been feeling sick since I got home.. [cringes]
I think I'm just getting run-down. I put in .. probably 14 hours this weekend for work, which for me is a lot. I know most of you who read this work much more than that, but this is my first job and wow..
[rips out ovaries]
Do you know how exhausting it is to have your period for five months straight? Hopefully I'm getting that rechecked really soon - according to my mom.
Its just illness on top of illness, specialist on top of specialists... I am so sick of doctors. So so sick of it..
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| I'm trying to get by with never knowing at all... |
[14 Aug 2003|08:47pm] |
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Michelle Branch - "Where Are You Now?" |
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I'm back. Yay or whatever.
I am so drained. [shakes head] Uck.
The trip was good. I came home with some new band merch. A Tool concert shirt I've never seen, a SP Rotten Apples shirt, a Radiohead tour poster, an SP concert poster (that might appear on a billboard or what not).
Lets see..
First day -
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Arrival
Went to beach
Dinner at an awesome seafood buffet
Boardwalk
Second day -
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Breakfast
Arcade
Stayed at beach house, rained.
Back to the boardwalk.
Dinner on the boardwalk.
Went back to the beach house, played cards.
Third day -
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Packed & cleaning
Breakfast
Drove home (4 hours).
It doesn't sound like a lot, but it really was - and I did have a blast. I'm just.. exhausted. Tomorrow I have to work 8 hours, which is hella lot for me. I'm super disoriented and I just don't feel well overall. My feet have been burning for the past 2 days and I can't get the burning to stop no matter what I do.
Whats worse is I can't talk to Will - he's in the middle of the power outage.. EH SUCK.
Neither Dev or Indi are on either. Dev if you read this, I have the wallpaper finished, I'll be on around 6pm EST tomorrow (most likely).
Im out. I'm going to bed.
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| When you try to build me up with the wrong words... |
[10 Aug 2003|09:34pm] |
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The Juliana Theory - "Do You Believe Me?" |
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This song is taking me back to when Rachel & I went to see The Juliana Theory & Jimmy Eat World.. I really miss hanging out with Rachel - and that night especially was SO incredible. Yes, Jimmy Eat World sucked, but TJT was amazing. Sigh.
So anyway, the usual happened today. Church, home, nap, lunch. Well, thats semi normal. The order isn't, but I do all of those on a Sunday. As Luna said - I hate Sundays.
I think I annoy him telling him that he is hot all the time, but lord knows he is.. I could stare at him for hours! He's the ubresw33t too. :)
I went and bought the albums The Juliana Theory - "Love" and Mars Volta - "De-Loused in the Comatorium". I haven't even gotten to listen to the Mars Volta one yet. I mean I've heard them (thanks to Will), but I haven't listened to the album.
Oh! Speaking of Will! He played Lateralus and some other songs for me tonight and it was amazing. I just sat here awestruck. I knew he was an awesome guitarist (thats a stupid word, btw...), but just backed up my theory of him being famous someday. Another Adam Jones in the making.
Eh. I'm still working on the digger flash. I hate flash btw, but I'm learning, slowly. Sigh. It just keeps piling up on me..
I talked to Indi today. I wasn't too interesting, but I love talking to her so I chit-chatted with her for a while. She has logic behind everything she says, people just don't wait to listen for the logical part, they automatically assume she's just out on a limb..
Not much else to say. Tomorrow is packing all day for the beach (Leaving Tuesday, returning Thursday) and then, and then I have drum lessons 8:30 - 9:30 so..
I don't wanna go to work on Friday.. it'll be right after I get back from the trip (I always need an extra day to recover), and it'll be 9:30 - 5:30. I've never worked that long yet. I think the longest I've been there is 5 hours, and it bores me out of my FUCKING mind. [cries]
I don't like working. I really don't, but I doubt I can get a job anywhere else, and its not that bad.. I'm just new still so I feel stupid and vulnerable..
[hides behind Luna... smiles. proceeds to tackle teh Luna playfully]RAWR!
Anyway, I'll try and post again tomorrow before I'm gone until Thursday.
PS -
I hardly even know who Kelly Slater is. WAIT. IS HE THAT SURFING GUY? He's pretty hot. Not bad for a random match. Not Luna though. HA. Luna is gonna hate me if I keep talking about him. That would be tragic for me... [shuts up already]
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| I'm taking her home with me, dressed in white... |
[09 Aug 2003|10:45pm] |
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Failure - "The Nurse Who Loved Me" |
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Eh, I went to the annual family corn bake. Its getting more and more boring for me. I have nothing to do there, no one is my age. They are all much older or much younger than me.. boo.
The cornbakes are notorious for turning into a drinking party. My personal family and a few others in our family don't drink, but those that do are drunk as hell.
For instants, my Uncle Ted. He's a bit of a pothead, one might say. Not literally, just a silly man. He comes and sits next to me while I'm reading my summer assignment, probably on his 8th beer (no I'm not joking..).
......
Ted: (mumbles incoherently like he sometimes does)
Michelle : Huh?
Ted: (mumbles incoherently again, saying the same thing, but this time I think he's asking me if I can drive yet, so I nod yes, but then he proceeds to stare blankly at me)
Ted: What grade are you in now? (coherent this time)
Michelle: Going into 11th.
Ted: That makes you... (stops, processes) 16?
Michelle: Yeah... I'm 16.
(Silence, Michelle puts her hand next to her head so she won't catch him trying to look at her to make conversation)
Ted: Have any beer yet tonight?
Michelle: No, I'm alright thanks... I've been drinking Pepsi all day and thats just great with me.
(Ted goes to get more beer)
......LATER......
(Ted sits down)
Ted: Are you reading a dirty book?
Michelle: (sarcastically) Yes. For school.
(Michelle's dad walks in and sits down near them)
Ted: (to Michelle's dad) You know she's reading a dirty book for school? (hint of sarcasm)
Michelle's dad: (sarcastic as usual) Oh, yeah! You know school these days. Some new kinda course. That and I taught her well (winks & grins).
......
My life is crazy, but humorous.
I wrote a poem for Dev / Indi about a friend they lost due to Dev telling me about a dream he had. It inspired me to write about my feelings about lost loved ones too, and it came out really well, but I'm not going to share it on here.
I hope my home girl is ok.. I haven't heard from her today. I wish I could hug her as tight as possible (and not hurt her, of course) and let her know how much I love her. If anything happened to her, I don't know what I'd do. I honestly don't.
Yeah so um. Oh! My aunt gave me this really cool gothic looking watch. Funny how it happened, but she's a funny lady. My entire family is funny, and I love them for that. In definitely, I do.
I really don't wanna go to church tomorrow. I really hate going to church. Fuckfuckfuck. I can't even fake sick. I have to be deadly sick to be able to stay home. In my entire life, I've probably only ever missed 6 or 8 sundays of church. Thats 16x52, plus an extra week or 2 for the leap years. Around 833 times I've gone to church. Against my will. I'm pretty pathetic.
Thats another thing I've been thinking about. When I was at the farm, I realized how my entire family is Christian, and we have a HUGE family, we're talking at least 40 people were there - and I realized how much I'd disappoint them if they knew my religion. Don't get me wrong, it won't change me, but I just hope if I ever really let them know, they'll accept me.
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| The sun was coming up... |
[08 Aug 2003|10:40pm] |
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Michelle Branch - "Tuesday Morning" |
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This morning was really awesome. I went shopping at the middle school because the library was having a used book sale there. Got some really awesome books. Probably got about 10 of them.. for 17$ Then my mom and I went to Wendy's. The lady at the window was a complete whore-ass. If you don't wanna work there, its not our problem.
So erm, came home did some chores, then I mowed the lawn.. kfun. woo! mowing the lawn.. [rolls eyes]
I am so loaded with shit that I have to get done. Its a bit overwhelming, and I don't think I'll ever finish it. I'm seriously considering giving up one of my websites.. which hurts because they've become my life. But at the same time, if I cant breathe, something needs to change. I'll have to balance everything out.
One of my friends is going through something I'm not going to speak of right now, but since she isn't getting much support I'm giving her all I've got mentally, and I'll be here for you, love. I'd give you all of my support regardless of other support you have or don't have. I love you..
Rachel came home today!! MY LITTLE RACHEL! EEE [tackles] She'd been away with my little Errn [EEE! again] (anything thats cute becomes "little" to me). At any rate, its great to have both of my homegirls home - I haven't talked to them as much as I usually do, but I definitely noticed when they were gone. It was a lonely week. :)
Luna seems super upset, and I think that pretty much there is no way for me to help him, and thats been bothering me all day.. all I can do is hope he's ok.
This song makes me wish I was hanging out with muh babies Dev & Indi.. why do they have to live so far away? I never expected to become friends with them, and it turned out to be one of the best relationships I've had so far.. I just feel like I've met them before.. because right now I miss them uber much. I want my dev & indi.. this song is making me think of them. Here are the lyrics, and I think I'm going to make it my personal Dev, Indi, & Michelle song -
______________________
Michelle Branch - "Tuesday Morning"
I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are
I took your picture
While you were sleeping
And then I paced around the room
If I had known then
That these things happen
Would they have happened with you?
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are
And if you turned around to see me and I was gone
You should have looked outside your window
'Cause the sun was coming up
The sun was coming up
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who we are
______________________
I just wanted to let you guys know that I appreciate you being here for me, and you have the most beautiful relationship I've seen yet - hopefully I'll have one like that someday.
AND KATIE! I love giving Katie shoutouts. Because I love Katie - case closed. :)
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| You could have it all... |
[07 Aug 2003|09:51pm] |
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Nine Inch Nails - "Hurt" |
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Today was again uneventful. Well, Beth, Mom & I went school shopping. That was OK, but I've been depressed about nothing since last night (I think its because some one I'm connected with is uber depressed right now) so shopping didn't make me too happy but I got some stuff I'll need for school.
I was really zonked from having the family over last night - they were here til sometime around midnight. That was when the depression onset out of nowhere. Anyway, I love my family and had a great time. I love family get togethers.
So since I was zonked, I slept for an hour, woke up feeling better.. ate dinner, played soccer with my mom (STFU, it rules!) for a while and now I'm back here... taking a survey I so coyly stole from
name = Michelle / Chelle
:*: piercings = Ears, 3x each - on each side its 1x 0gauge, 1x 8gauge, and one mid cartlidge (conch) piercing thats probably about a ... 12gauge because its new.
:*: tattoos = none yet. ones coming are an om tattoo, and one of the astrological symbol of Taurus & Aries on the undersides of my wrists.
:*: height = 5'7"
:*: shoe size = 11
:*: hair color = dark ash & strawberry blonde
:*: length = just to the bottom of my neck
:*: siblings = one sister, 19
LAST...
:*: movie you rented = Bringing Down the House
:*: movie you bought = oi.. well dvd wise.. Incubus's Special Tour Edition Morning View - came with a DVD
:*: song you listened to = Tool - "Reflection"
:*: song that was stuck in your head = Evanescence - "Farther Away"
:*: cd you bought = Michelle Branch - "Hotel Paper" / Sigur Ros - "ágætis byrjun"
:*: cd you listened to = rasputina: lost + found
:*: person you've called = judy @ work
:*: person that's called you = probably Katie
:*: tv show you've watched = the cosby show
:*: person you were thinking of = my sister beth
DO...
:*: you wish you could live somewhere else = who doesn't?
:*: you think about suicide = yes. not enough to worry about though.
:*: you believe in online dating = if you can handle long distance, do it. love is love.
:*: others find you attractive = some.
:*: you want more piercings = of course. monroe & lip would be good.
:*: you drink = never. straight edge.
:*: you do drugs = never. straight edge.
:*: you smoke = UGH. never. straight edge.
:*: you like cleaning = when my OCD kicks in yes, but it hardly shows that I ever clean.
:*: you like roller coasters = si!
:*: you write in cursive or print = its freehand, so its both.
:*: you carry a donor card = i will once i get my liscence, to be sure.
FOR OR AGAINST...
:*: long distance relationships = if both people are strong, it can only make them stronger - so definitely.
:*: using someone = against.
:*: killing people = WAY beyond against.
:*: teenage smoking = against, but it'll happen regardless.
:*: driving drunk = very very against, lost 3 people to drunk driving.
:*: gay/lesbian relationship = against! some of my best friends are gay.
:*: soap operas = against. stupid stupid stupid.
FAVORITE...
:*: food = veggie pattie sub with mayo & cheese on paremesan oregano bread @ subway.
:*: song = "Orestes" by APC, "Reflection" by Tool, "Rainbow Zen" by Paz Lenchantin
:*: thing to do = sleep.
:*: thing to talk about = depth. anything deep.
:*: sports = am skateboarder.
:*: drinks = GATORADE OMG <33 & root beer - again - OMG <33
:*: clothes = band tshirt, hip-hugger hippy-ish jeans.
:*: movies = Jackass seasons & the Jackass movie, to be sure. AND
:*: band/singer = Tool & A Perfect Circle. Tie.
:*: holiday = everyday is a holiday to me.
:*: new nerdy saying = roxor
:*: disney movie = lilo & stitch
:*: scent = Dior - Poison
:*: word = misconception
:*: nickname = chelle, chell0rz, mish, mishi, machine, 'chiner (short for machine)
:*: guy name = orestes
:*: girl name = magdalena
:*: eye color = 2 totally different colors.
:*: flower = urh. honeysuckle
:*: piercing = YES
:*: actress = KATE HUDSON <33
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:*: pretty = on and off.
:*: funny = yes, though usually i'm the only one laughing.
:*: hot = only when i have my fake lip ring on! harhar.
:*: friendly = on and off.
:*: amusing = haha very
:*: ugly = on and off.
:*: lovable = si.
:*: pessimistic = nope i'm a realist mostly.
:*: optimistic = ... see above.
:*: caring = si.
:*: sweet = si.
:*: dorky = NEVAR!# si.
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^Basic Shit^
[x]Name(which we already know): Michelle
[x]Age: 16
[x]Family: mom, dad, & beth
[x]Any kids: no.
[x]Virgin: si. proud one. :)
[x]Lost your virginity too: dev & indi. haha.
[x]House looks like: cozy & comfy out-in-the-country house.
[x]Pets: a turtle, 4 cats, 2 dogs. cats & dogs are all outside animals.
[x]Room is like: my temple, and a new aura all in one.
[x]Boyfriend's name(which we already know): devnindi
[x]Best Friends' names: will, jen, and my dev&indi.
[x]Best memory: anytime we were at the beach. VA beach in specific.
[x]Worst memory: many.
[x]Worst school enemy: too many.
*took out the sex part - am virgin, no replies to any of those*
^Favorites^
[x]Color(like we don't know): grey
[x]Book: "Demon in My View" - Amelia Atwater-Rhodes.
[x]Car: as said before - Lexus SC (luxury hardtop convertible!) in black. fo shizzle.
(haha, jen! ;) )
[x]Zodiac sign: Taurus / Aries cusp, with Gemini rising.
[x]Facie: ^_^
[x]Pokemon: squirtel (sp?)
[x]Fave Teen Titan: ??
[x]Fave anime: none..
[x]Least fave anime: none..
[x]Fave anime character: GET OFF YER ANIME BOAT ALREADY
[x]Fave gothic bracelet: uhm.. i have a cool leopard print one.
[x]Fave gothic necklace: none.
[x]Fave sport: oi.. am skateboarder. said that already.
[x]Fave journal site: livejournal
[x]Fave past time: sleeping
[x]Done with this survey?: PLEASE. must go to bed before am killed!
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| Insert white guy with afro on stage dancing... |
[06 Aug 2003|06:20pm] |
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Mars Volta - "Take the Veil" |
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Hmm. Interesting yet uneventful day. I'm typing now because our company will arrive soon. Got news from will that Pajo & Paz left Zwan, kinda a let down, but I love Paz and her and her solo work, so I'm expecting the best from Paz & Pajo's new band.
More later, they arrived.
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| Before I pine away... |
[05 Aug 2003|10:25pm] |
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Tool - "Reflection" |
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Today started out being boring. I did get work done though, I am actually moving along quite quickly (well compared to what I thought it'd take to do) with the digger ecard I'm making. Thats going to be time consuming, but those guys are like my brothers, and my first priority graphics & design wise, even over SR.
So the loverly Katie company while I was working on that. Why didn't I get to know that chick sooner? She's one of the most fun people to converse with. Its not like talking to a brick wall, like some of the people I talk to are (none of which read this journal). She's just a wonderful person, and I have mega LOVERING for her :) Katie - I simply love the new layout to your site. Seriously!
The day progressed, did my hour on hour off thing - read some more of the Jungle by Upton Sinclair, and I hate it. I mean I just hope it'll get better. It bores me. I'm already a vegetarian, I've watched MEET YOUR MEAT, all that shit, and nothing of the sort bothers me any more. I've seen it all, heard it all, and the book bores me to death..
However I lit 8 candles tonight and some incense, and put in Lateralus, and that was a very uplifting experience, which is why I feel so great right now. Gotta do that more often.
OK! Here's the survey I stole from Luna (! <3):
If I were a month I would be: December
If I were a day of the week I would be: Tuesday
If I were a time of day I would be: 11 AM
If I were a planet I would be: Fuck the planets. I'd be the moon.
If I were a sea animal I would be: Dolphin
If I were a direction I would be: North
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Bed
If I were a sin I would be: a lie.
If I were a historical figure I would be: Joan of Arc! Woo!
If I were a liquid I would be: Root Beer for shizzle.
If I were a stone, I would be: Diamond - strong, shows all colors through its reflection.
If I were a bird, I would be: turkey.
If I were a tool, I would be: a voice.
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Honeysuckle
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Cloudy and grey, a beautiful sort of depression.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Violin
If I were an animal, I would be: Horse
If I were a color, I would be: Grey, matches my eyes, my mellowness (you'd have to really know me to know how mellow I am), and my favorite type of day.
If I were an emotion, I would be: mellow
If I were a vegetable, I would be: onions.. mm onions..
If I were a sound, I would be: an echo
If I were an element, I would be: fire & earth. those ARE my elements. i'm not wiccan & born on a cusp for nothing, kids.
If I were a car, I would be: Lexus SC (luxury hardtop convertible!) in black. fo shizzle.
If I were a song, I would be: "Rainbow Zen" by Paz Lenchantin
If I were a book, I would be written by: Amelia Atwater-Rhodes
If I were a food, I would be: German chocolate.
If I were a place, I would be: Germany
If I were a material, I would be: Rough yet smooth.
If I were a taste, I would be: German chocolate.
If I were a scent, I would be: "Strawberries & Champagne" by Victoria's Secret (thats what I DO wear)
If I were a word, I would be: reflection
If I were an object, I would be: a camera
If I were a body part I would be: Eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be: a smirk
If I were a subject in school I would be: Poetry, Fictional Writing & Short Stories (I think its what its called)
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Patrick Star
If I were a shape I would be: Star.
If I were a number I would be: 13
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The lists are in no real order. I could never order the bands I love. Too rough on a sista!
Ten bands/artists you couldn't live without:
[1] A Perfect Circle
[2] Tool
[3] Tori Amos
[4] Zwan
[5] Deftones
[6] Evanescence
[7] Smasing Pumpkins
[8] Nine Inch Nails
[9] Kittie
[10] Michelle Branch
Nine albums that are important to you:
[1] Tool - Lateralus
[2] Tool - AEnima
[3] A Perfect Circle - Mer de Noms
[4] Tori Amos - Scarlet's Walk
[5] Deftones - White Pony
[6] Kittie - Oracle
[7] Evanescence - Fallen
[8] Michelle Branch - Hotel Paper
[9] Zwan - Mary Star of the Sea
Eight movies you'd watch over and over:
[1] X-Men
[2] X2
[3] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[4] The Jackass Movie
[5] Jackass (Season 2) DVD
[6] Jackass (Season 3) DVD
[7] Tomb Raider 2 : The Cradle of Life
[8] The Hot Chick
Seven things that annoy you:
[1] Christianity
[2] being lead on
[3] my school
[4] not living close to Dev & Indi.
[5] chores
[6] annoying customers at work
[7] flies
Six of your favorite songs (currently):
[1] Tool - "Reflection"
[2] Tool - "Lateralus"
[3] A Perfect Circle - "Orestes"
[4] Zwan - "Of A Broken Heart"
[5] Smashing Pumpkins - "Eye"
[6] Paz Lenchantin - "Rainbow Zen"
Five TV shows you watch regularly:
[1] The New Tom Green Show
[2] Jackass
[3] The Osbournes
[4] Late Night with Conan O'Brien
[5] The Cosby Show
Four of your all-time-favorite books:
[1] Amelia Atwater Rhodes Books (ALL OF THEM!)
[2] Circle of Three series by Isobel Byrd
[3] Scott Cunningham Books
[4] Russell Moon Books
Three albums you've bought recently:
[1] Incubus - Morning View (Special Tour Edition)
[2] Sigur Ros - ágætis byrjun
[3] Michelle Branch - Hotel Paper
Two Artists you would like to do the NASTY with:
[1] Brandon Boyd
[2] Troy Van Leeuwen
One band whose music would be described as writing the soundtrack of your life:
[1] Tool
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